Beloved

It’s 4:46 AM! Yay! This night has been.. not full of sleeping. I stayed up a little late, writing a letter to a friend, which I didn’t finish on purpose because I knew I needed to get some sleep and then I went to sleep at midnight. I woke up and thought I had been sleeping forever when in reality it was 2. I have not been able to fall asleep since. Cool. So I’m sitting in the living room with a bowl of yogurt and granola, a diet coke, with an episode of Gilmore Girls playing. I want to make sure that I don’t fall back asleep if I go into the painting studio and miss class. And I really don’t want to miss class because we’re watching The Breakfast Club and having breakfast. I’m more interested in the breakfast. I got like four visions of what to paint while not sleeping so that’s really fantastic. Really. I made sure to write them down and I think I still forgot one. And since I don’t see myself falling back asleep until after I work the noon lap shift today and before I teach lessons tonight, I might as well stay awake. AND THAT WAY! I can drive when I go into the studio in a bit so I won’t have to walk to class in the snow, and walk to work in the snow, and I can leave my work stuff in my car and not have to walk back to get it, and I won’t have to walk back here after work. That’s a lot of not walking. Done deal. Going into the studio after this episode. And I can be as loud as I want because there won’t be a class in there. I always get in trouble for being too loud. Story of my life. Do you think the shower will wake my roomies in about half an hour? Hmm. I’ll work that one out. I wonder how many Diet Cokes I will have today! And if I will have any energy for the little ones I teach at lessons. Hope so. They’re cute. Praying that those two hours of sleep were anointed and for super energy today! Have a good day!